** The GARBAGE inside **

CAUTION- before you start reading this blog, which you have already started let me tell you that this one is highly deviated, mind-fucking and little bit offensive post. So, sensitive people who often get offended just don’t read it.

I wrote it by assuming that nobody will read it anyway, so let me just vent out whatever roams in my mind and tell you how actual garbage I am. I know most of the people who are elder than and me, mature and have nice perspective and maybe opinion on everything will clearly bullshit my arguments. But I won’t consider it for sometimes for this is my blog.LOL. No arguments please!

See, like most of the teenagers I am confused as hell, I feel like garbage and my thoughts are flies who sit on me, shit on me, mess with me, jumble up and leave and I remain a garbage forever, only better decomposed.

                                                             yea! a garbage like this only!

 Lot of things cross my mind every nano-second, and am not the only one who is like this. I am good at generalising, so I must say that almost everybody of my age goes through this, elders also face this but they have that clarity in their thoughts which we lack. If one will ask me to define myself, I will be like I am a RADICAL FEMINIST WHO IS LIBERAL MOST OF THE TIMES AND SUPPORTS BLACK, POST—MODERNIST AND OTHER FEMINISM AS WELL, I TALK ABOUT EQUALITY BETWEEN MAN AND WOMAN WHEN MOST OF THE TIME I DESPISE MEN AND THINK THE PROUD MANHOOD OF A MAN LIES IN HIS DICK ONLY, ONCE ITS GONE HE LOOSES ALL OF IT BUT A WOMAN IS WOMAN BY HEART AND MIND, CUT EACH PART OF HERS BUT SHE STILL REMAINS A WOMAN, DESPITE OF THE FACT THAT NO MEN HAS EVER DONE ANYTHING ILL TO ME. I AM A SECULAR PERSON WHO SOMETIMES GET COMMUNAL THOUGHTS WHEN SEES SOMETHING WRONG OR COMMUNAL SO BASICALLY I AM JUST A TOLERANT. I AM A PERSON WITH GLOBAL PERSPECTIVE WHO SOMETIMES FEELS LIKE BOMBING MIDDLE-EAST BUT I SUPPORT THE PALESTINIAN CAUSE. I LIKE SOCIALISM BUT I FIND CAPITALISM EQUALLY GOOD AND BAD OR WHATEVER AND SOMETIMES I FEEL COMMUNISM IS SO UTOPIAN AND POWER CORRUPTS PEOPLE SO IT IS BASICALLY NOT PRACTICAL COZ THE RULER CHANGES BUT THE SYSTEM DOESN'T UNLESS IT FACES A REVOLUTION AND ONCE THE RULER BECOMES AN OPPRESSIVE PERSON EVERYTHING GETS DOOMED. AND I AM AN ATHEIST WHO REMEMBERS GOD EVERY TIMES SHE NEEDS  SOMETHING SO BASICALLY AM AN AGNOSTIC WHO JUST DELIVERS HATE SPEECHES FOR GOD ALL THE TIME SO THAT MAKES ME AN ANTI-THEIST TOO AND I LIKE GANDHI AND HIS PHILOSOPHY BUT I FIND VIOLENCE OK WHEN IT IS USED FOR A GREATER CAUSE SO I LIKE BHAGAT SINGH BUT GANDHI DID NOT TALK WITH THE BRITISH FOR REVOKING HIS DEATH SENTENCE SO I DON’T LIKE GANDHI THEN AND I LIKE MACHIAVELLIAN THEORIES BUT WHEN I LEARNT GOOD PEOPLE HATE IT SO I THOUGHT I TOO SHOULD HATE IT BUT I AM STILL NOT ABLE TO HATE IT BUT WHEN I LEARNT HIS VIEWS ON WOMEN I THOUGHT I SHOULD NOT LIKE HIM. I FIND LOVE A STUPID THING AND I HAD 4 CRUSHES IN PAST AND RIGHT NOW I FEEL LIKE AM IN LOVE. I DON’T LIKE FAKE, BITCHY, HYPOCRITE, RUDE AND PRETENTIOUS PEOPLE WHEN I MYSELF AM ALL THE FIVE AND I SOMETIMES THINK IT’S JUST NATURAL YOU CAN’T STOP BEING THAT. I LIKE NEHRU A LOT WHEN I READ “GLIMPSES OF WORLD HISTORY”, I FEEL LIKE I KNOW HIM HE IS SO GOOD BUT WHEN I READ ABOUT HIS POST-PMship ACTIVITIES I FEEL LIKE SHOULD I LIKE HIM? I LIKE ARVIND KEJRIWAL BUT I THOUGHT HE IS PRACTISING ANARCHISM IN A DEMOCRACY WHICH IS NOT RIGHT BUT THEN I THOUGHT ANARCHISM IS THE 1^ST STEP TOWARD THE ESTABLISHMENT OF ANY GOVERNMENT, MOREOVER OUR POLITICIANS ARE BUNCH OF DICK-HEADS AND THEY ARE LIKE A CORRUPT ANARCHIST INSIDE THE PARLIAMENT HANDLING THE STATE SO HE IS BETTER THAN THESE MORONS, SO FOR A MOMENT I SUPPORT ANARCHY………..well eons will pass and I will remain an undefined asshole, this was just an excerpts of what I think all the time and feel like a direction less dumb personality.

MORAL- half knowledge is dangerous especially when you are already a half breed with both the angel and demon inside you, where you have more inclination toward the demonic part and you have just attained the adulthood!

P.S.- I AM NOT AT ALL SORRY FOR THE FONT-SIZE AND SUCH A BADLY WRITTEN POST FOR I AM A PATHETIC WRITER, MOREOVER THIS IS MY BLOG. SO FUCK OFF!