** The GARBAGE inside **

CAUTION- before you start reading this blog, which you have already started let me tell you that this one is highly deviated, mind-fucking and little bit offensive post. So, sensitive people who often get offended just don’t read it.

I wrote it by assuming that nobody will read it anyway, so let me just vent out whatever roams in my mind and tell you how actual garbage I am. I know most of the people who are elder than and me, mature and have nice perspective and maybe opinion on everything will clearly bullshit my arguments. But I won’t consider it for sometimes for this is my blog.LOL. No arguments please!

See, like most of the teenagers I am confused as hell, I feel like garbage and my thoughts are flies who sit on me, shit on me, mess with me, jumble up and leave and I remain a garbage forever, only better decomposed.

                                                             yea! a garbage like this only!

 Lot of things cross my mind every nano-second, and am not the only one who is like this. I am good at generalising, so I must say that almost everybody of my age goes through this, elders also face this but they have that clarity in their thoughts which we lack. If one will ask me to define myself, I will be like I am a RADICAL FEMINIST WHO IS LIBERAL MOST OF THE TIMES AND SUPPORTS BLACK, POST—MODERNIST AND OTHER FEMINISM AS WELL, I TALK ABOUT EQUALITY BETWEEN MAN AND WOMAN WHEN MOST OF THE TIME I DESPISE MEN AND THINK THE PROUD MANHOOD OF A MAN LIES IN HIS DICK ONLY, ONCE ITS GONE HE LOOSES ALL OF IT BUT A WOMAN IS WOMAN BY HEART AND MIND, CUT EACH PART OF HERS BUT SHE STILL REMAINS A WOMAN, DESPITE OF THE FACT THAT NO MEN HAS EVER DONE ANYTHING ILL TO ME. I AM A SECULAR PERSON WHO SOMETIMES GET COMMUNAL THOUGHTS WHEN SEES SOMETHING WRONG OR COMMUNAL SO BASICALLY I AM JUST A TOLERANT. I AM A PERSON WITH GLOBAL PERSPECTIVE WHO SOMETIMES FEELS LIKE BOMBING MIDDLE-EAST BUT I SUPPORT THE PALESTINIAN CAUSE. I LIKE SOCIALISM BUT I FIND CAPITALISM EQUALLY GOOD AND BAD OR WHATEVER AND SOMETIMES I FEEL COMMUNISM IS SO UTOPIAN AND POWER CORRUPTS PEOPLE SO IT IS BASICALLY NOT PRACTICAL COZ THE RULER CHANGES BUT THE SYSTEM DOESN'T UNLESS IT FACES A REVOLUTION AND ONCE THE RULER BECOMES AN OPPRESSIVE PERSON EVERYTHING GETS DOOMED. AND I AM AN ATHEIST WHO REMEMBERS GOD EVERY TIMES SHE NEEDS  SOMETHING SO BASICALLY AM AN AGNOSTIC WHO JUST DELIVERS HATE SPEECHES FOR GOD ALL THE TIME SO THAT MAKES ME AN ANTI-THEIST TOO AND I LIKE GANDHI AND HIS PHILOSOPHY BUT I FIND VIOLENCE OK WHEN IT IS USED FOR A GREATER CAUSE SO I LIKE BHAGAT SINGH BUT GANDHI DID NOT TALK WITH THE BRITISH FOR REVOKING HIS DEATH SENTENCE SO I DON’T LIKE GANDHI THEN AND I LIKE MACHIAVELLIAN THEORIES BUT WHEN I LEARNT GOOD PEOPLE HATE IT SO I THOUGHT I TOO SHOULD HATE IT BUT I AM STILL NOT ABLE TO HATE IT BUT WHEN I LEARNT HIS VIEWS ON WOMEN I THOUGHT I SHOULD NOT LIKE HIM. I FIND LOVE A STUPID THING AND I HAD 4 CRUSHES IN PAST AND RIGHT NOW I FEEL LIKE AM IN LOVE. I DON’T LIKE FAKE, BITCHY, HYPOCRITE, RUDE AND PRETENTIOUS PEOPLE WHEN I MYSELF AM ALL THE FIVE AND I SOMETIMES THINK IT’S JUST NATURAL YOU CAN’T STOP BEING THAT. I LIKE NEHRU A LOT WHEN I READ “GLIMPSES OF WORLD HISTORY”, I FEEL LIKE I KNOW HIM HE IS SO GOOD BUT WHEN I READ ABOUT HIS POST-PMship ACTIVITIES I FEEL LIKE SHOULD I LIKE HIM? I LIKE ARVIND KEJRIWAL BUT I THOUGHT HE IS PRACTISING ANARCHISM IN A DEMOCRACY WHICH IS NOT RIGHT BUT THEN I THOUGHT ANARCHISM IS THE 1^ST STEP TOWARD THE ESTABLISHMENT OF ANY GOVERNMENT, MOREOVER OUR POLITICIANS ARE BUNCH OF DICK-HEADS AND THEY ARE LIKE A CORRUPT ANARCHIST INSIDE THE PARLIAMENT HANDLING THE STATE SO HE IS BETTER THAN THESE MORONS, SO FOR A MOMENT I SUPPORT ANARCHY………..well eons will pass and I will remain an undefined asshole, this was just an excerpts of what I think all the time and feel like a direction less dumb personality.

MORAL- half knowledge is dangerous especially when you are already a half breed with both the angel and demon inside you, where you have more inclination toward the demonic part and you have just attained the adulthood!

P.S.- I AM NOT AT ALL SORRY FOR THE FONT-SIZE AND SUCH A BADLY WRITTEN POST FOR I AM A PATHETIC WRITER, MOREOVER THIS IS MY BLOG. SO FUCK OFF!

                                                                                                                                                                                                       

** I am a slut, problem? **

Oh! So the reasons to write on something like this are, first; I want attention, and second; I am just a plain SLUT. Oh yes! Let me add, “slut in today’s discourse”. You see, now you don’t necessarily have to have sex with 2—3 males to achieve this title. You just have to be a free willed woman who chooses to do whatever she wants to, and here you are a SLUT. Personally I don’t find this title offensive at all, I just want it to have a positive connotation, which I know is a utopian dream. With so many stupid people (male as well as female) around you, this dream of course seems utopian. Why? I will tell you. You see, each of us know that men and women are impossible without each other, but still if you are a male then it becomes essential for you to hate females at least once in your life time and vice versa. This is a sheer stupidity, nothing else. I ask, if a woman chooses to have sex with numerous guys what’s so bad in it? And how is it affecting your fucking life? It’s her choice. And the most disturbing thing is, slut word is often used by people who themselves will not leave a single chance to fuck a girl or boy, if given with. The best thing about sluts is they don’t force themselves in you; you can’t clap by using your one hand, a guy is essentially involved in whatever she chooses to do. Now are you going to tell me that, she used you? Or she seduced you? Or she is a slut coz she slept with you? Ask this question with yourselves several times and you will find how fucking moron you are and now you have no right to talk about a woman’s character.  Recent facebook memes having caption like “slut you can’t speak coz you have a dick in your mouth” or “slut pull your clothes up” and all bullshit, now I want to point out, that ass if that girl has DICK in her mouth, from where that dick has come from? Is it yours? No? Well the thing is, there must be a boy behind the scene, coz as far I know dicks don’t fly in the air like love. So now how can you just blame the girl for all that and call her a slut. How about the man-slut doing the same thing at the same time? Now come to the clothes, a girl is wearing random clothes with her every parts coming out and doing whatever she wants, now you have problem with it. Why? You got an erection by seeing her? Or you just came from Iran after having a long class from Ayatollah Khomini? Or you are so tight by character that you are jealous of the tightness of her clothes? You make 10 girlfriends, you leave them and later you say “all were sluts they don’t care if I leave them”. Seriously? You had 10 girlfriends, you left them and they are the only ones who are sluts? The less offensive guy will come up with excuses like I left them coz they were getting too emotional and I of course not had to marry them, now tell me what should I call you? A Man-whore? Now imagine a girl making 10 boyfriends and leaving them, well I should not go that far, even switching on the second or third one will get her the title of a SLUT. A slut doesn’t rape you, she doesn’t care whatever you wear or say or do for that matter. She has got a life and she is enjoying it at the fullest. And if you are a guy who says that there are woman like Saina Nehwal, Kiran Bedi, Sunita Williams and we respect such types of women, be like them. So let me tell you, not everybody is same, and everybody deserves the same respect and love unless they are not harming the humanity or breaking the laws. Plus, not all of the guys are Kalam, bhagat singh, Gandhi or Bill gates, so in that case should we stop respecting you? Or should we call you a male-prostitute if you are having sex with numerous females? A slut is never tainted; she gets tainted with your ideas and words. Recently, I read a new definition of slut on Faceboook (the mother of all chauvinism) and that was; a slut is a woman with morals of men.

seriously? wtf?

 Well, who is more sluttish then? Enough said. Lastly, I would just like to ask the women of our society? Does calling a girl slut make you a strong character woman? And how do you define a strong character? You tell woman about her safety, and decency, all fine, maybe coz you are scared of the intentions of men in the society. But you dictate woman how should she live? Well then I must say your life is worthless and take a time machine and just fuck off to ice age, coz humanity doesn’t need you. No more!